I've just realized that all this time, I have been writing for the wrong reasons; like wanting to catch others' attention so that they could comment on it or trying to please other people. Well, I am getting tired of the mounted disappointment caused by staring at my blank inbox and zero unread notifications.

As of the moment, I'm trying to refresh myself. I've got to clear my head with the idea of centering others and putting them at the front, and just start to focus on me. If there's anyone I could please, it's me. And my cats. But they're animals, they don't count.

So, if I may appear harsh or idiotic or just pathetic in my oncoming posts, like f*ck I care. It is me after all.